Confessions of a Fan Fiction Convert
I confess: I was a Fan Fiction snob. When my daughters were teenagers, they wrote stories based on Forever Knight or Buffy or Star Trek (TOS) or anime (whatever that is). Then they would post them on websites where other people had done the same – and they would read each other’s work! One daughter wrote vampire versions of Phantom of the Opera and Gone with the Wind (clearly a genetic anomaly). I found the other in the gameroom staring at the computer screen late at night “just reading some fan fiction.” I didn’t get it! I encouraged them to use their imaginations, to write something “original.” Unless I was on the beach or in a plane, I read literature – Faulkner, Shakespeare, Austen, Twain. Why would they waste their time and energy with these distortions?
So how did my conversion come about? Nothing as cathartic as Paul on the road to Damascus. The change came along so gradually, I was in the middle before I knew I had begun. It all began with a terrible book, a night of insomnia, and a desperate need for something to read. The girls had graduated and moved out, but of course not all their belongings went with them. A search of their room turned up a novel, which I shall identify only as a popular zombie book at the time. Once finished, I had to purge it from my brain by re-reading Pride and Prejudice.
I returned the-book-that-shall-not-be-named to my daughter’s shelf and found the trilogy by Pamela Aidan retelling Pride and Prejudice from Mr. Darcy’s point of view. After I devoured all three volumes, I told my daughter how much I enjoyed reliving the st
ory of Darcy and Elizabeth. She said there were many such variations and sequels, and an Amazon search of “pride prejudice variations” proved her correct. I couldn’t believe how many alternate paths had been written for one of my favorite literary couples! I one-clicked my way through them and couldn’t get enough. Some of the premises could be collected for an Austenian Dr. Seuss – Pride and Prejudice on a boat, on a train, in the rain. Oh, look! Here’s one by Darcy’s dog! I love dogs! Eventually, I had collected so many, I did the unthinkable and bought a Kindle – not just so I wouldn’t have to buy another bookcase but also to fulfill my need for instant P&P variation gratification.
Then the day came when those two words collided in my mind: What if?
After reading Regina Jeffers’ vampire novel, I recalled Aidan’s trilogy and, loving vampires as I do (as long as they don’t sparkle) thought, “What if I combined the two and wrote a vampire adaptation from Mr. Darcy’s point of view?” I set aside my contemporary “original” work in progress and threw myself full-force into this new project. I re-read Pride and Prejudice and took meticulous notes. I researched Regency England and vampire lore. I was going on quite charmingly once begun, until I came across four letters on the Internet that brought me to a halt. J-A-F-F
I was one of them. As sure as if I had been eaten by zombies and now craved human brains, I had become addicted to fan fiction. Disillusioned and disappointed with myself, I set my vampire Darcy idea aside. It seemed a hopeless business.
Then, epiphany. Whilst watching the new film version of Sherlock Holmes, I realized it bore little resemblance to the stories I knew as a child. In fact, it teetered on the edge of steampunk. The credits listed several writers, with characters created by Sir Arthur Conan Doyle. This was FAN FICTION! And The Dark Knight, an “original” story based on characters created by Bob Kane. Fan fiction is prolific, even if no one calls it by name. I always thought even Austen herself had been inspired by Shakespeare’s Beatrice and Benedict when she created Elizabeth and Darcy.
I returned to writing Pulse and Prejudice and embraced my fan-hood. I even thought of other things of which I am a fan. I like poetry and Shakespeare, so I wove them into the narrative. The acknowledgements page lists a few of my favorite things that got a wink or a nod, strewn about like Easter eggs throughout the prose. I even have a shout out to my Austen Authors. And now I am one of them: The proud author of my very own – original – Jane Austen Fan Fiction.
There you have it: My baptism into the world of Jane Austen fan fiction. Not only do I still search for variations on Amazon regularly, I have two more of my own in the works.
Now that I have made my confession, and I hope obtained your absolution for my sins of snobbery, I am curious how others became interested in fan fiction, Jane Austen and otherwise, and would love to hear your stories. Please just don’t say you were eaten by zombies.

Pulse and Prejudice
When the haughty and wealthy Fitzwilliam Darcy arrives in the rural county of Hertfordshire, he finds he cannot control his attraction to Elizabeth Bennet – a horrifying thought because, as she is too far below his social standing to ignite his heart, he fears she must appeal to the dark impulses he struggles to suppress.
Set against the vivid backdrop of historical Regency England, ‘Pulse and Prejudice’ follows the cursed Mr. Darcy as he strives to overcome both his love and his bloodlust for Miss Elizabeth Bennet. This compelling adaptation of ‘Pride and Prejudice’ remains faithful to the original plot and style of the Jane Austen classic but tells Darcy’s story as he descends into the seedier side of London and introduces Elizabeth to a world of passion and the paranormal she never knew existed.
Colette Saucier
Colette is the best-selling author of 'Pulse and Prejudice,' the paranormal adaptation of the Jane Austen classic, which tells the story of Mr. Darcy - vampire; as well as the contemporary novel 'All My Tomorrows,' voted Top 10 Romance Novel of 2012, for which she was honoured to be named Austenprose's "Debut Author of the Year."
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Welcome to Austen Authors, Colette!
Your fan fiction story sounds like my initial brush with romance novels!
Glad you converted!
Wishing you much success with Pulse and Prejudice!
Thanks, Alyssa!
I started with romance novels at a VERY young age. My mother would have one and I’d bug her to let me read it, so she would keep a felt-tip pen in hand as she read it to mark out the naughty bits. When she gave it to me, it would look like a redacted government document.
What a terrible confession, Colette! [head-shaking] I can’t believe you didn’t believe until converted. Shame! LOL.
Loved the blog. Congratulations on your new book and welcome to Austen Authors!
Thanks, Monica! Excited to join the choir!
Welcome aboard the JA loveboat, Collette,
Your conversion journey is a familiar one.
Your daughters must be so tickled on your book. Congratulations.
“The ugly fact is books are made out of books. The novel depends for its life on the novels that have been written.” Cormac McCarthy, the literary writer, once said in an interview.
If that’s good enough for Cormac, it’s good enough for me.
And Cormac thinks he’s too good for punctuation!
Thanks for the welcome! (Although now I’m going to have the “Loveboat” theme song stuck in my head all day!)
My daughter who led me down the path of conversion (she’s also the one who did the vampire FF of GWTW) has been helping and pushing and proofing every step of the way. She even came up with the title!
My conversion to jaff was at another website (Pemberly.com) where I started reading the stories in progress on Bits of Ivory (which I think doesn’t exist anymore). But once I had read everything posted there I searched for more and the first JAFF books I read were Pamela Aidan’s 3 books (which are still my absolute favorites). After that I searched for more recommended books and read some truly boring JAFF before I discovered Abigail Reynolds and that led me here to AuAu and I have been well satisfied ever since !!!
I’ve already read your Pulse&Prejudice and can’t wait to see what more ideas you have!
In a way, I guess I am lucky to be a latecomer because once I found out about it, there were so many available to satisfy my craving!
I hope you enjoyed ‘Pulse and Prejudice’ – the sequel (Dearest Bloodiest Elizabeth) will be quite different…
My journey started with a nameless book that convinced me to read Wuthering Heights. Once done, I decided to dive into all things classics. A few books later brought me to P&P. I was hooked! On to Emma and the rest! Then what? I had noticed some books near Austen in the library: Pamela Aiden’s trilogy and Darcy’s Story by Janet Aylmer. My library being limited, I went on an online hunt……WOW! Found myself in heaven!
Welcome and congratulations Colette!! I love your story.
Thank you, Becky!
I don’t know what I would do without the Internet (not just for my Jane Austen Fan Fiction fix but the other things I get addicted to that then disappear from the store shelves).
I think the first P&P variation is the sequel ‘Pemberley Shades’ from 1949 – long before the web! Austen fan fiction has a long tradition.
Welcome, Colette! Your story sounds so familiar. I fell in love with Austen, discovered fan fiction on line, began collecting fan fiction as it was published, and finally started writing my own. Like you, I had to get a kindle because I wanted to be able to go back and read them again whenever I need a fix (and my books shelves were getting very full)!
As for fan fiction as a legitimate genre, I think anything that stimulates the imagination – especially for kids – is great and should be honored. Without the power of imagination, we might still be living in caves and and reading the pictures on the walls!
Thanks, Susan!
And can you imagine if the cave people had said, “Don’t make changes to that wheel! It’s perfect just like it is.” Not to imply that my little novel is an improvement on Austen!
Sometimes I do think the adaptations and variations improve the original. I thought “The Dark Knight” was the best adaptation of Batman since Julie Newmar as Catwoman confessed that the only reason she had turned to a life of crime was because she was in love with Batman. I have a feeling Bob Kane didn’t write that either.
Congratulations on your conversion, Colette!
I have a radical theory myself: I think that the entire genre of Regency romance is JAFF what-ifs written by people who couldn’t or wouldn’t use JA’s character names. Now despise me if you dare!
My husband agrees with you. I could be wrong but Regency must be the most prolific historical period for romance novels. I said, “I wonder why Regency England is still so popular.” My husband, not knowing I was speaking rhetorically, immediately said, “Because of Jane Austen.” He’s a British historian, so I guess he would know!
I think ‘Pride and Prejudice’ set the standard for every romance novel and RomCom over the last 200 years. Every one of them is a variation on the boilerplate she created.
I agree, Abigail!
I agree as well. Maybe not each and every author, of course, but certainly the genre is birthed by Austen, and Heyer who wrote because of Austen.
Not radical at all, my dear!
Hi, welcome to Austen Authors, Colette!
I loved Pride and Prejudice from the first time I read it, and then I found FFnet (Fanfiction) and have been hooked for almost two or three years. I have written a few small things and thinks about writing my own book sometime or other. I loved the blog it was a really interesting journey through how you became one of us…
You are not the only one who needed a kindle to keep up with all the Pride and Prejudice books and fixes! Especially because of books shelves which are full!
I hope to read more blogs and maybe a few of your books!
Thank you, Sophia; this is actually my very first blog!
I hope you’ll start with ‘Pulse and Prejudice’ – it’s available on Kindle!
Yay! You converted!
Welcome to the dark side, Colette! And to Austen Authors!
I look forward to reading your posts in the future!
Thanks, Jakki! Thrilled to be a part of it.
Wait – you mean I have to do this again?
Great blog post, Colette. No one would ever know it was your first.
My story’s a little different. I didn’t know there was such a thing as fan fiction until after I had already written my P&P sequel. I had only found 2 others at that point, and had NO IDEA what all else was out there. It’s great to now find myself in such good company. Welcome!
Thanks, Shannon! I hope neither of those 2 involved zombies!
Have you picked up Pride and Prejudice and Zombies yet? I really enjoyed that one. I’m looking forward to the movie, too.
Elizabeth as a (nearly) ninja swordswoman battling the zombies wandering the English countryside.
I think I’m probably more likely to see ‘Abraham Lincoln – Vampire Hunter.’
Colette, we are SO happy to have you with us on Austen Authors! Your passion is obvious and your sense of fun is a delight. More than anything here on Austen Authors we want to celebrate the diverse love for Jane Austen that has arisen. Long live JAFF! Your post is perfect.
I gave a speech last year on fan fiction in a general sense. When really researching the topic one discovers a long list of classic literature that, by the strictest definition is fan fiction. Any story based on characters created by someone else is technically fan fiction. That means even the Grimms tales or all the Arabian Nights, for instance. In our modern day we have the plethora of Star Wars and Star Trek novels. Nothing to be ashamed of at all!
Welcome again to AuAu, Colette.
Thank you so much! I am thrilled to be a novitiate, and occasionally stir something up for a bit of excitement.
And I’m not ashamed! I let my Fan Fiction Freak Flag Fly Freely.
Glad you found your way from FF reader to author just finished your book “Pulse and Prejudice” and loved it! Not being a big vampire fan (twinkling or not) it was a great read…loved the little FF ode to Fitzwilliam in the epilogue.
Thanks, Lisa! I am so pleased you loved it! Hearing from people like you or on Amazon that you have not only read my novel but enjoyed it just blows me away!
So….what did you think of the Epilogue for Anne?
I had no idea there was such a thing as fanfiction until about three years ago. I did a search for P&P at the library, came across 8 pages of results, and was astounded. I took home Abigail’s Impulse & Initiative, and fell in love with JAFF. I found AuAu from stalking – erm, visiting – Abigail’s website and now I’m here every day, so get used to me. Lol
I can’t wait to read your book! Vampires are infinitely preferable to zombies, I think.
I definitely prefer vampires to zombies. I mean, they are both revenants, but the comparison stops there. There is something sensual about a dark, suave stranger biting your neck. A stumbling reanimated corpse eating your brain? Not so much.
I had always seen Darcy as a Byronic figure, and then when I found out that Polidori had modeled his “Vampyre” on Byron, Darcy as vampire made sense!
I do hope you enjoy it, and if you have an eReader, there’s no need to wait! I always say, instant gratification even takes too long.
I have mentioned before you joined auau but I will say it again. I started reading Fan Fiction for Pride & Prejudice by accedent you could say. I was going through hardtime and i was alway angry because of a tragedity in my life that I was having a hard time over coming. I was at barnes and Nobles looking at the display for Jane Austen they had, and I came accross Mr Darcy’s Diary by Amanda Grange. I picked up actually to criticise it, but it was so humorouse, I could not put it down. After reading like three time i began to look for more books and buying. I alway had a variation with me because it made me feel better. I left my book i was reading at work one day and broke down in tearse telling my husband I need it, he thought I was nuts crying for a book but when I tell you it made me feel better it is no lie. I thank all of you AuAu’s because you have helped me tremendousely.
Thanks for commenting, Suze. I’m so sorry you’ve had to go through so much, but I’m glad Jane Austen was there for you, through the continuation of her stories through fan fiction.
That Amanda Grange novel was one of my first JAFFs as well. My daughter had that one, but I discovered the AuAus on my own, and now she’s hooked on them too.
When I have had a really bad day, I climb into bed with a bottle of wine and a well-aged cheese and watch the BBC 1995 P&P in its entirety – all 5 hours. One night my husband came in and found me thus and asked, “Didn’t you just watch this last week?” Yes, I had! I think he thinks I’m kind of crazy too.
Keep reading!
Welcome! I’ve been an Austen fan for a long time but I came upon fan fiction by seeing the first of Sharon Lathan’s Darcy saga sitting on a display in a Borders book store. The “Darcy” part caught my attention and so I bought it and loved it and it was on! LOL I stalked her through the remainder of the saga. Along the way I found Abigail Reynolds books and Amanda Grange and then once AuAu started (which I found through Sharon’s blog) I discovered many many many….well, I’m a bookaholic. LOL It’s a neverending hunt for more.
You know, as annoying as it is to always have to add that “Darcy” into every one of our titles it does catch the eye for sure!
Thank you, Stephanie! I’m addicted to books as well. They are like potato chips. I used to say I gobbled them up, but my dog (the only one from my real life to have a role in Pulse & Prejudice) really does have bibliophagia – he eats them up “literally”!
My fanfiction love craze started about 7 years ago with seeing Darcy and Elizabeth: Days and nights at Pemberly on Amazon while searching for a copy of Jane Austen collections. As I started clicking on books, I discovered a whole wide world that could entertain me for hours and hours, and years and years. Now I have a 6-page list of books that I have read or intend to read and regularly search Amazon and austenauthors to see if there are new books I need to add. I need a Kindle myself as I am running out of room in my storage room and bedroom where I always have a pile of JA fanfiction, not to mention for those digital only books I haven’t read yet.
I have to admit, I love my Kindle. As a book lover surrounded by academics, I never thought I would want to give up the feel of a “real” book. Maybe I should write a blog on that! My sense of logic outweighs my sense of esthetics, and I had no where to put all my P&P variations! (My husband came in after I took the photo above and asked, “Why do you have all your Pride and Prejudice books out?” and I said, “Oh, that’s not all of them!” I have a whole other box around here somewhere, misplaced after an unfortunate toilet explosion flooded the bedroom.)
I was amazed by how quickly I got used to the Kindle, and now I try to be patient and wait for a book I want to come out in eformat. I love having just this one thin rectangle – with hundreds of books – that I can slip in my purse and being able to look up the definition of a word I don’t know just with a click. I’m sure you will love it too. Plus, otherwise you won’t be able to read Pulse and Prejudice until the paperback comes out in October.
Colette,
. I devoured JAFF stories for days straight after that and was greatly impressed with much of what I encountered. And now knowing so many authors who had gotten their start there, I appreciate it all the more!
So glad to have you here at Austen Authors!!
As for fan fiction, I was clueless about its existence for so long… A friend told me there was such a thing as Austen fan fiction a couple of months after I’d sold my debut (Austen-esque) novel. It was like a parallel universe was out there and I’d finally been given the right goggles to see it
Thanks, Marilyn!
That’s so cool you were writing before you even knew JAFF existed!
Congrats on discovering JAFF and writing up your own. Happy Release!
I look forward to reading your story.
Thanks, Sophia!
I hope you will enjoy “Pulse and Prejudice.” I am about a third of the way done with the sequel, but in the meantime, I have written a contemporary take on the classic. I’m going to try to have it out this summer!
I never really participated in the “fan fiction” sites for Austen. I occasionally read a story on one site or another, but there was no consistency in when I visited one of the JAFF sites. I just never found time to be so long on the computer. I spent my work hours on the computer. At home, I didn’t want to look at it.
I have to admit, Regina, I am right there with you – which is probably another reason I was not aware of JAFF for so long. I spend all day on the computer for my day job, and the last thing I want to do after that is stare at a computer screen. First I just got all the paperbacks, but fortunately reading on a Kindle is nothing like reading on a computer.
Speaking of which…when will your new release be out on Kindle??
I first read JAFF when I came across Old Friends and New Fancies in a bookstore and I quickly bought the book. Over the next few years whenever I visit a bookstore, I always peruse the shelves hoping to buy another Austenesque novel or two. It is not since I started working in a bookstore that I amass a huge collection of JAFF. Nowadays I try to limit buying the physical copy as I have run out of space housing them. I have not jump into the bandwagon of using eBook reader yet but may try it in the near future. Moreover Kindle is not available for purchase in my country. This is one of the point not in favour of going digital for me.
Thanks for the title – I haven’t read Old Friends and New Fancies! Now I’ll have to see if it is available for Kindle.
I hope you can find another ereader available in your country.